Silence since you been gone

### The Weight of Silence Since You’ve Been Gone


Since you left, silence has taken on a new meaning in my life. It’s not just the absence of sound; it’s a heavy, looming presence that fills every corner of my days. I often find myself questioning my strength, wondering if I’m as resilient as people claim I am. The truth is, I doubt it. The world feels more boring and quiet without you, and I’m left grappling with feelings I never fully understood before.


In this stillness, I hear the voices in my head—the doubts, the memories, the echoes of what once was. Your laughter, your smile, your love—it all feels so distant now. You were my joy, my spark, and without you, every moment feels muted. I crave the noise, the life you brought into my world.


I know I need to start something new, to fill this silence with activity and purpose, just as you did when you were here. But every step feels daunting. How do I find the courage to create a new rhythm in this quiet?


Despite the heaviness, I hold onto the memories of your vibrant spirit. They remind me that even in silence, I can find strength. I may not feel it now, but I know I have the power to create my own noise, to fill this space with joy once more. 


So here I am, navigating this silence, learning to embrace it, and slowly discovering that my strength may be hidden beneath the surface, waiting for the right moment to emerge. Until then, I’ll carry you with me, allowing your memory to guide me toward a brighter tomorrow.

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